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[转载]情深不需要轰烈


原文地址:情深不需要轰烈作者:李碧华


有些人向往轰烈激情,“经历过”的只求细水长流。早前,看记者访问郑秀文,她笑言:“轰轰烈烈的爱情没有好结果,会炸死自己。所以还是简单一点好了。”


阔别歌坛十三年的彭羚为好友登台献唱《小玩意》,词写得平淡而深远,唱的人风采依然。就这样多好,何必复出?


世人喜欢一双双璧人地久天长,一如风景——但有时高矮肥瘦美丑有差距,也意外地合拍。最重要是自己那关。


初春二三月鲷鱼宴,刺身火锅盐烧……鲷是深情专一的鱼,其中一条被捕捉,另一半不肯离开,牠味道鲜嫩但清淡,是食家心目中“幸福滋味”呢。


龙年玄机是怀孕潮“妊娠年”,也是绯闻丑闻野战交欢的“淫神年”。但原来当值太岁彭泰是明朝文官,有情有义,未中进士已与一女子订婚,当官后多人游说弃旧侣(因貌不美),他仍坚持白头偕老。


再复杂也就这样简单。


今天二月廿九日,四年才有一次,这天生日的人虽然特别,但心底也追求简单快乐吧。

一见钟情——辛波斯卡

Love at First Sight
——by Wislawa Szymborska

hey're both convinced
他们彼此深信

that a sudden passion joined them.
是瞬间迸发的热情让他们相遇。

Such certainty is beautiful,
这样的确定是美丽的,

but uncertainty is more beautiful still.
但变化无常更为美丽。

Since they'd never met before, they're sure
他们素未谋面,所以他们确定

that there'd been nothing between them.
彼此并无瓜葛。

But what's the word from the streets, staircases, hallways--
但是,自街道、楼梯、大堂,传来的话语——

perhaps they've passed by each other a million times?
他们也许擦肩而过,一百万次了吧?

I want to ask them if they don't remember--
我想问他们是否记得——

a moment face to face in some revolving door?
在旋转门面对面那一刹?

perhaps a "sorry" muttered in a crowd?
或者在人群中喃喃道出的“对不起”?

a cut "wrong number" caught in the receiver?
或是在电话的另一端道出的“打错了”?

but I know the answer.
但是,我早已知道答案。

No, they don't remember.
是的,他们并不记得。

They'd be amazed to hear
他们会很讶异

that Chance has been toying with them now for years.
原来缘分已经戏弄他们多年。

Not quite ready yet
时机尚未成熟

to become their Destiny,
变成他们的命运,

it pushed them close, drove them apart,
缘分将他们推近、驱离,

it barred their path,
阻挡他们的去路,

stifling a laugh,
忍住笑声,

and then leaped aside.
然后,闪到一旁。

There were signs and signals,
有一些迹象和信号存在,

even if they couldn't read them yet.
即使他们尚无法解读。

Perhaps three years ago
也许在三年前

or just last Tuesday
或者就在上个星期二

a certain leaf fluttered from one shoulder to another?
有某片叶子飘舞于肩与肩之间?

Something was dropped and then picked up.
有东西掉了又捡了起来?

Who knows, maybe the ball that vanished into childhood's thicket?
天晓得,也许是那个消失于童年灌木丛中的球?

There were doorknobs and doorbells where one touch had covered another beforehand.
还有事前已被触摸层层覆盖的门把和门铃。

Suitcases checked and standing side by side.
检查完毕后并排放置的手提箱。

One night, perhaps, the same dream,
有一晚,也许同样的梦,

grown hazy by morning.
到了早晨变得模糊。

Every beginning
每个开始

is only a sequel, after all,
毕竟都只是续篇,

and the book of events
而充满情节的书本

is always open halfway through.
总是从一半开始看起。

[转载]李碧华的自我介绍


原文地址:李碧华的自我介绍作者:



                    李碧华的自我介绍



艺名:李碧华


原名:李白


洋名:Lilian Lee


星座:水瓶座


健康状况:迈向死亡,当然。


喜爱的动物:男人


讨厌的动物:男人


喜爱的食物:电


喜爱的饮品:饮恨


嗜好:吃、睡


试过很“贫穷”的日子吗:手机不响、没有留言、没信、没FAX、没电邮、没有人理会我(别说对我好了)……何止“贫无立锥”?简直是锥也无!


最“富裕”呢:开心——不是“笑”,笑很容易;“开心”是心底浮升的,快乐得想哭的感觉。


喜欢出风头吗:出不起。挺羡慕的。


什么时候觉得伤感:除了无法达成心愿之外,就数心愿达成了最伤感。


相信鬼吗:一如爱情,说不清楚,难以形容,直到它出现了,你亲身体验这份恐怯和患得患失。


“缘分”是什么:在对的时候遇上对的人做对的事……的托词。


最幸运的一刻:适时离场。


人生是悲剧抑或是喜剧:当然是悲剧,否则你为何一出生便大哭?


性格:忠肝义胆,一丝不挂


专长:口蜜腹剑,好食懒飞


读书成绩:身怀六甲


喜爱的花:烟花


讨厌的草:烟草


喜爱的颜色:男色和女色


经常阅读的杂志:银行存折


初吻年龄:一月,吻了邻床的男婴


择偶条件:大丈夫不可一日无权;小丈夫不可一日无钱


最想旅游的地方:我暗恋者的心


最甜蜜的经验:报仇


如整容会整那一部分:脑


职业特色:夸张、虚构、捏造、渲染、无中生有、惟恐天下不乱


工作上心得:对笔下角色,爱之欲其生、恶之欲其死


满意作品:未写


愿望:不劳而获,财色兼收,醉生梦死


遗憾:上述愿望均成泡影


心爱的书:辞典


为什么常写“男女”题材:基本上,任何好看的小说不外八字真言:“痴男怨女,悲欢离合”


创作与人生的关系:毫不伟大,纯粹因为没有别的本事


知己难找吗:不难,你所有的敌人对你特别“知己”


怀念的日子:在日本京都大学上课的日子


曾爱上不爱你的男人吗:多。否则如何有灵感写小说?


最无能为力的事:拍马屁


什么时候心情最轻快:当钱包越来越沉重时


快乐美满的人生:七成饱、三分醉、十足收成。过上等生活、付中等劳力、享下等情欲


 


 


李碧华简介:


 


李碧华很出名,但她的原名更有名,李白。此李白和彼李白多少有一些联系,一个被尊为诗仙,一个则擅长写人鬼情。这个红透香港的女作家常常被人拿来和张爱玲作比较,和张爱玲相似的是李碧华生长在一个大家庭里,虽然李家没有张家的显赫。她在楼顶很高、有着木楼梯的旧式楼宇中听过很多旧式的人事纠葛。这些旧式的人物、楼宇、旧时的氛围不难在李碧华的小说中找到。


 


李碧华17岁做记者、24岁开始发表散文集,此后年年都有小说散文问世,作品近百部。让李碧华名声大震的是其小说改编成的电影:1988年关锦鹏执导的《胭脂扣》由梅艳芳张国荣主演;1990年《诱僧》陈冲主演;1992年《古今大战秦俑情》张艺谋和巩俐主演; 1995年陈凯歌执导、张国荣主演《霸王别姬》;1993徐克执导《青蛇》,张曼玉、王祖贤主演。


 


李碧华的作品可谓叫座又叫好。我喜欢李碧华的文字,但却不觉得她是一个多么伟大的作家。这个擅长讲故事的女人,文字华丽张扬,情节错杂旁逸斜出,把生生世世生生死死的的爱情点染得活色生香意趣横生,颠倒无数意乱情迷的读者。


 

筷子兄弟——老男孩



  老男孩


  演唱:筷子兄弟


  原唱:ありがとう-大桥卓弥


  那是我日夜思念深深爱着的人呐 I am deep in love with her, thinking of her day and night


  到底我该如何表达 But how can I express myself


  她会接受我吗 And will she accept me


  也许永远都不会跟她说出那句话 Maybe I'll never expose my heart to her


  注定我要浪迹天涯 For I am always wondering about alone and homeless


  怎么能有牵挂 How can I be on tenterhooks


  梦想总是遥不可及 Dreams are but dreams


  是不是应该放弃 Maybe I should give up


  花开花落又是雨季 Flowers boom and fade again and again


  春天啊你在哪里 But where is the spring for me


  青春如同奔流的江河 Youth like a swift current


  一去不回来不及道别 Rushing by without sayinggoodbye


  只剩下麻木的我没有了当年的热血 Leaving me behind, numb, cold, spent


  看那漫天飘零的花朵 A beautiful flower faded, at its prime time in spring


  在最美丽的时刻凋谢 At its prime time in spring


  有谁会记得这世界她来过But who cares if it ever lived in this world


  转眼过去多年时间 Many years have elapsed in a brink of the eye


  多少离合悲欢 Witnessing unions and departures, joys and sorrows


  曾经志在四方少年 The wondering boy envies the wild goose


  羡慕南飞的雁 That flies to his home in the south before winter comes


  各自奔前程的身影匆匆渐行渐远 People go in different directions, away and gone


  未来在哪里平凡 But where is my future, just simple, ordinary days for me


  啊谁给我答案 Oh, who can give me the answer


  那时陪伴我的人啊你们如今在何方 Where are you, the girl who used to sit by my side


  我曾经爱过的人啊现在是什么模样 Are you still beautiful and lovely, as the girl in my memory


  当初的愿望实现了吗 Have you realized your dreams


  事到如今只好祭奠吗 Maybe we'll let byfones be bygones


  任岁月风干理想再也找不回真的我 However hard I may try, I cannot find my true self


  抬头仰望着满天星河 A million stars are twinkling in the sky, and I try to find out the one


  那时候陪伴我的那颗 That used to stay by me, oh my dear companion of yesterday


  这里的故事你是否还记得 Do you still remember the time we shared together


  生活像一把无情刻刀 Life, like a sculptor's graver, cold and ruthless


  改变了我们模样 has changed our shape


  未曾绽放就要枯萎吗 Will the flower wither before it ever has a chance to bloom


  我有过梦想 But I used to have my dream


  青春如同奔流的江河 Youth like a swift current


  一去不回来不及道别 rushing by without saying goodbye


  只剩下麻木的我没有了当年的热血 Leaving me behind, numb, cold, spent


  看那漫天飘零的花朵 A beautiful flower faded


  在最美丽的时刻凋谢 At its prime time in spring


  有谁会记得这世界她来过But who cares if it ever lived in this world


  当初的愿望实现了吗 Have you realized your dreams


  事到如今只好祭奠吗 Maybe we'll let byfones be bygones


  任岁月风干理想再也找不回真的我 However hard I may try, I cannot find my true self


  抬头仰望着满天星河 A million stars are twinkling in the sky, and I try to find out the one


  那时候陪伴我的那颗 That used to stay by me, oh my dear companion of yesterday


  这里的故事你是否还记得 Do you still remember the happening here before


  如果有明天祝福你亲爱的 If tomorrow ever comes, I'll send my best wishes to you, my dear girl